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[16 Jul 2007|09:27pm] |
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Two new additions to my humble little collection...
Listen: Babel
Playground: Little Children
...both movies.
Thats all~
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| Where? |
[13 Dec 2006|08:09pm] |
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The good stuff is hiding from me, and I can't seem to find it. Or maybe it can't find me?
Meh.
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| NYC |
[07 Dec 2006|03:17pm] |
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Im about to go off to NYC for the weekend. But of course, something has to go wrong. My aunts car breaks down in my driveway, goody! No problem though, she is getting it towed and we are going to rent a car or take the train. Who knows. Im starving, but my kitchen is closed off since someone is redoing the counters. I feel helpless and void of anything to do at the moment, so I think I will fool around on ffxi or something. ...Hopefully Ill get to NYC in one piece!
Bai.
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| De javu? |
[24 Nov 2006|11:40pm] |
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Haha, these are always fun.
Post an anonymous comment with the following:
1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends. [[if we`re not friends just ignore question]]
8. And a hint to who you are.
9. After you do it for me, put it in your LJ and see who does it for you.
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| In the clouds. |
[19 Nov 2006|10:04pm] |
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Haha, Im dumb. Oh, and oblivious. Its SO funny!
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| Oh, Sophistication |
[05 Nov 2006|09:50pm] |
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My father disgusts me. He really is revolting. He comes up into my room wanting to watch this football game on TV or something. Ok, no problem. I go to the computer and look around at some photography sites. He starts chewing in an excessively loud fashion. Then he proceeds to burp, loudly. He has been really bothersome lately. He then drains his beer, stands up and leaves. I can't wait to get out of this dump.
So I made a myspace the other day while I was bored. I didn't think it would prove of any use to me other than sheer entertainment from looking at how many slutty girls there are in the world. Well, I have discovered a whole new use for it. I find one of my favorite photographers websites and figure out she has a myspace. I go to it, look around and discover that through her I can get to a ton of other photographers myspaces. I'm not talking professional photographers persay, not the kind that work for nat'l geographic, but the kind that take the types of pictures I love. So Im having lots of fun looking at all of these wonderful photographers and models myspaces, it really is fascinating. Looking around at these little myspaces makes me want to be like them in a way. I know, that sounds stupid, but theyre all so sophisticated, and they take the nicest pictures. Their whole lifestyle seems nice. I also found it sort of amusing that almost none of the people I found live in America. They all live in Europe or Japan. This one girl who lives in Paris, she has the most amazing pictures. It made me want to go to Paris so much. Ahhh, someday. Well, Im off. My dad is back, and he is being annoying.
Bai.
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| Read My Mind |
[05 Nov 2006|01:13am] |
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Im so confused.
And very tired.
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| Conflict! |
[22 Oct 2006|12:07am] |
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Too many conflicting thoughts and feelings! Someone needs to put my mind at rest.
Unfortunately, you dont know who you are exactly. Neither do I, in fact.
Oh, and I need to stop being awkward.
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| Trapped. |
[18 Oct 2006|04:55pm] |
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That A OK post was a complete lie. Dont you hate it when you feel completely trapped? Feeling like there is no way out, and that you will just end up hurting everyone if you try and follow your own emotions. Well thats how I feel right now. It certainly isn't fun. I just want to tell everyone the truth, and I have started trying to do that. Its so unreasonably hard. Its also hard because I have to support myself during this ordeal. Everyone else has their own problems they have to deal with. They are their own stars in the grand constellation. Im my own star, and Ill have to keep on shining by myself, and through my own will power. Thats the only way left, I think.
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| Its not so bad! |
[14 Oct 2006|05:25pm] |
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Everything is A OK.
...But there is still a constellation. With some more stars added... this is when I wink and laugh.
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| To much at once. |
[13 Oct 2006|06:31am] |
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I swear right now that I will not wallow in self pity. So please, dont say I am. I wont, its obviously not helping very much. And I still dont know why I have bad feelings. There isnt anything to feel bad about anymore.
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| So much at once! |
[02 Oct 2006|08:18pm] |
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Oh dear. I just found out I am going to Virginia from Friday till Sunday this week, and I have so much work to do for school. Stress times ten million! I have to do a Crucible analysis essay and the whole personal field trip project for English. That may not sound like a lot, but it really is. Im not sure how I am going to manage to do all of that, and go to play practice, and visit the field trip site I was assigned. Oh my, I think I will just start my Crucible essay now and finish it in directed tommorow. Well, time to get started!
Bai.
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| I like lacy, beady things. |
[30 Sep 2006|09:32pm] |
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My mom is being horribly annoying. Her logic really baffles me sometimes. She is lucky I am not anorexic or doing drugs or something. Most people in my place would be in one of those phases if they had to deal with the stuff my mom puts me through.
Anyways.
I wrote two new poems...
I sit, shivering
in the cold of night,
under an ebony sky,
peppered with pearls of light.
If I sit here
forever,
will I ever
be released from the confinement
you lay upon my heart?
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Into slumberland you may go.
The day of waking is soon to come.
Your face, so aglow,
how unfortunate it is that you must succumb
to this forced conjury.
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I went to the TriM car wash today, it was tiring but fun. I went to Anna's house after and we had lots of fun conversations. She informed me of a supposed Halloween dance that may happen. That would be so fun! I love dressing up for Halloween, although I'm a bit old for trick or treating so a dance sounds great haha. I cant wait for all of the dances that will happen this year, I'm sure they will be enjoyable. I wonder if I will go alone to them or not, we shall see. Speculating about these things is always entertaining. Go go over analyzation!! I'm out of it, and tired, so I think I will go read or something now. This entry was probably very random. Oh well.
Bai.
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| Poems. |
[29 Sep 2006|09:14pm] |
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Name
Searching the skies for a name,
Something to call
you.
Staring into the frosted horizon
I think to myself,
When I tread through the drizzly grass,
When I trek through the snow.
I think of
Those times when bliss was familiar,
and we knew each other.
We knew of names.
Now all is wandering,
Wandering the hillocks of my heart.
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Promise
I made a promise,
as the sun sank beyond the
placid horizon.
The sun sank as my
heart sank, you had broke my trust.
Once an ardent girl.
Now an effete maid.
I forgive you and forget,
For you are sure to
change.
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I know, I know. Such uncreative names!
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| Choose! |
[24 Sep 2006|03:19pm] |
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Ok, first of all. I want to enter a haiku into the Chameleon (among many other things I already enetered) but I cant seem to decide which one of my three favorites to enter. Help me choose!
tranquil melody --
an echo of sorts;
placid as the sunset
&
melancholy mist;
her words are lost in the haze,
eternal silence
&
water paints the air -
liquid sunshine paints her heart -
the portrait: complete
Anyways, I went to the MFA yesterday with my Aunt. It was great, we went into the Americans in Paris exhibit that is there right now, it was great. I really enjoyed Mary Cassatt's and Sargent's works the most out of the whole exhibit. It really was stunning, the exhibit as a whole. It had some amazing paintings. If you ever go to one of these MFA exhibits, get the headphone tour thingy, its really entertaining. It really tells you alot about the history of some of the paintings, the one for this exhibit was quite interesting. After the museum we met up with my Uncle and cousin to go out for Indian food. Ive never had Indian food, so I was curious to see if I would like it or not. In the end, it was great. Indian food is so good. Especially their various breads, and this shrimp plate I got was great as well. So good!
So, apparently The Sting has been ruled out as a possibility for this years spring play. Today I was thinking about some plays I would enjoy doing, after I heard this news, and came up with a few ideas. Pride and Prejudice, Sense and Sensibility (<3 Jane Austen), any kind of Shakespeare play, The Secret Garden, Alice in Wonderland, The Twelve Dancing Princesses, Sleeping Beauty, Vanity Fair, and a few others. I really want to do a period play, I love period pieces. I also love Princess stories (I know, cheesy, but so good). Well, I guess Ill have to bring up a few of these titles to Mrs. Faust, although Im sure some of them are a bit far fetched.
Im reading Emma right now, its quite good. I think Ill return to it.
Bai.
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[19 Sep 2006|07:18pm] |
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I didnt do as well as I hoped I would at vocal auditions (I had practiced so much too!). I thought I had to leave at 3:30 because I had an orthodontist appointment at 4:15. So I rushed in, went first and was all out of it and rushing. So I ended up sounding pretty bad (imo) and rushed out because I knew my mom would be mad at me for taking so long. I ran out expecting to see her, but nope. So I wait, thinking that she got stuck in traffic. Wait...another few minutes...another few... she never came. So I called the house phone and her cell phone frantically, but to no avail. I had finally resorted to calling my dad when she called, from the house phone. I answer and she says that she had cancelled the appointment. Why she never told me, I will never know. I was so angry and stressed out that I burst into tears and hung up. If I was in a right state of mind I dont think I would have cried, haha. I guess it was just too many emotions at once and I just couldnt handle it. I was, angry, annoyed, stressed, frantic, and disappointed all at the same time. Not cool. Anyways, after a minute I composed myself and went in to watch the rest of the auditions. So, I got into a better mood and walked to Annas house, etc etc. What a ridiculous day, haha. Well, Im really excited to see the cast list tommorow. Anna and I are going to go in early and wait in the pod, watching for the list to go up. I really, really hope its ready! The suspense is killing me.
I have 3 drawings, 2 poems, and one photo so far to submit to the Chameleon. Should I do more? Hmm...
Time for homework.
Bai.
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